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Not today. Not here. Not today.

I was out of town last week.  He went to church alone.  As he pulled up to church a sudden sinking feeling crept upon him.  Unsettling.  Unnerving.  So much so that he sat outside the church in the car for well over 10 minutes breathing a silent prayer.  “Please God.  Not today.  Not here.  Not…… Continue reading Not today. Not here. Not today.

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Silence

Silence.  That’s what you’ve heard from me.  Silence about the Las Vegas shootings.  Silence because it takes me time to process events like this.  Silence because I process these events quietly and privately.  And, you know, I almost never do anything quietly.  But senseless killings take me to a much quieter place where I have…… Continue reading Silence

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My Faith is Bigger than My Fear

The biggest question I get from people when they find out that my husband and my son are police officers is always one of these two questions: “Doesn’t his job scare you to death?” “Don’t you worry about him all the time?” Well, I’m going to tell you the truth…because you know I write the…… Continue reading My Faith is Bigger than My Fear